Poetry Topic

[~*Chicki Chinky*~]

This is a real emo.
Not one of this ******** kids that walk around dressed in black and torn up clothes. I look like **** so it means I feels like **** is apparantly what they're trying to pull. But a real depressed person does not go around with a **** razor in their pockets and black eyeliner on their eyes if they're a guy.

You say you know
But you really don't
Everyday I feel so low

You say that you are my friend
But there's always someone you choose over me
Just to be with you I have to constantly bend.

How can it be so so hard
Just to get out of bed?
I feel like a retard.

Everyone wants me to snap out of it
But that's not how it works
My life is a total piece of ****

I don't talk so you don't listen
But if you really were there you would see
That inside the tears that glisten.

If someone offered me a way out
I'd take it
You say don't but you don't know what its about.

Each day I'm torn apart
Every word you ever say
It cuts my heart

It's not a lifestyle.
It's not a choice.
But I've had to live with it for awhile.

So think of what you say
Or what you do when your with friends
Becuase i'm not in the fray.

You say it's not that bad
And that it'll get better
But you're not there when I feel sad.

I call you all the time
But you're with someone else
So I just laugh and say its fine.

You say I act perfectly fine
You can't even tell
But you're not there when I throw up from the wine.

Nobody even gets the pain thats so hard to put into words
So I make up songs
and try to sing my sorrow in my chords

But you just laugh when you hear me sing
You don't know that I go home
And i grab that razor and I am slashing

You're an ass and you don't even realize it
When you talk this way and do that.
You make me feel like ****.

I think I'm just your cash machine
The way you act around me
You think it doesn't matter but its real mean.

It's really not fair
The way I have to hide my feelings in front of you
I think a friend should care....

So while the life is fading away from me
I hope your having fun
Because my pain is what you cant see.

[angelfeathers]

Doll Playhouse

teddy bear in a box
throw those both away
read the instructions manual
on how to feel and care
porcelain girl's spirit wasn't there
dolly kiss printed on playhouse walls
paranoid clown too afraid to laugh
distorting mirrors are a necessity
for crazed hysterics and vanity
fundamental insanity
how to not gag in saturated red coloured stalls
scan package film for signs of the answer
the slit of light on the end of the exit is thinning
rainbow dots appear and dance to the melody
of glass bells and the all expected schizophrenia's laughter
the floor is moving in its own,the ceiling is after her
the longing need to escape turns grander
with every re-newed bruise on her cheek
stinging skin and pulling hair,chest pain and sewn vein
transparent demon 'mares play duck duck goose with
-She- the unlucky play thing
stuck in the open,trembling till stalked
plastics in the heart disfuntions
no more breathing notes,paper manuals disintegrate
rings in the lungs collapse and air melts away
throw thyself away
she's an unforunate and discredited slight,
lacks vision of a beautiful star-dusted night
trapped in this glitter-powered dream
gone wrong.
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Took about 2 hours to write it,all because of my older sister bragging about her teddy bear her boyfriend gave her,instead of me checking out the bear,I was searching for the..."instructions manual"...
One of the only poems that I don't think needs revising...surprisingly enough for me,come to think of it..I like it...I should thank my older sister but she needn't know I wrote a poem. Yup.
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Suspendida en el cielo,ligera y sin cadenas...

[[.UnLoVeD.][.FoReVeR.]]

Every word I read.
Every syllable I slowly read.
Every letter that I see.
Has been written oh so beautifully.

As each word is tatooed in my heart.
Not a single word such as Pain appeared.
More like, "I'll never part from you eternally"
Hehe, more simple words, "We'll never be apart".

Each word tingles my inner self.
I feel like dancing with someone else.
I cannot be alone, because I won't be alone.
His words, his touch, his kisses...make me moan.

For Damion.
*curtsies*
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“You know me. Hostility makes me shrink up like a... [pauses] I can't think of a non-sexual metaphor.”
-Dr. Gregory House
http://img105.imageshack.us/img105/9994/copyofhpim1905ne9.jpg<------Meh Lurver. xD.
http://img265.imageshack.us/img265/2636/copyofdsc02814dp7.jpg<---Moi. xD.
I lurve Damion. ^_^

[DamionFowl]

"To The One I Love"


Through my darkest hours,
You’ve been there,
For when I shook,
You held me,
When I cried,
You kissed me,
And when,
I thought I should end,
You made me go on,
Through what I thought was,
A hellish life.

I thought I was strong,
But you revealed my weakness,
And I thought I was nothing,
But you gave me meaning,
So when I cut my wrist,
You sowed me back,
And when my life was dark,
You were my light,
So I give my heart to you,
The one I love.

to Amy
*bows*
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by Kuroda

[angelfeathers]

Cuuuuuuuute *pokes you two*
>_>
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Suspendida en el cielo,ligera y sin cadenas...

[[.UnLoVeD.][.FoReVeR.]]

[Benza]

There once was a man fron Natucket...
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[DamionFowl]

[[.UnLoVeD.][.FoReVeR.]]

"Bliss"

Imagination makes all of the impossible dreams possible.
The more you imagine, the more it seems to be real.
A rich life, that is so blissful, pure as life can be and stable.
I imagine, everyday, as I wait for the uncovering of an invisible veil.

Light fluffy clouds, swirling as the wind pushes them to the other side of the world.
I watched delightfully, as I know that my dreams will unfurl.
As eager as I can be, I laugh everyday for the moment my dreams come true.
A light sensation, makes my dimples appear upon my cheeks, as I'm swinging my legs, waiting for you.
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“You know me. Hostility makes me shrink up like a... [pauses] I can't think of a non-sexual metaphor.”
-Dr. Gregory House
http://img105.imageshack.us/img105/9994/copyofhpim1905ne9.jpg<------Meh Lurver. xD.
http://img265.imageshack.us/img265/2636/copyofdsc02814dp7.jpg<---Moi. xD.
I lurve Damion. ^_^

[DamionFowl]

"True Love"

Honest to the end,
forever in my arms.
Angel of my dreams,
that darkness never harms.

A quiet little evning,
I spend tonight alone with you.
Danceing in the moonlight,
our passion flowing through.

My perfect darling wife,
with you I shine above.
And at last I will show you,
my true love.


To my true love, Amy our hearts are forever shackled, never to part. ^_^
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by Kuroda

[Mirage]

Couldn’t Protect

Why couldn’t I stop you
From the simplest thing?
I thought I could protect you
And that I'd be by your side forever.
But you wanted to be happy...
And the only way you knew to be happy
Was to no longer be here...
I miss you...
And to think... I was your best friend...

i did this poem a few months ago when my best friend was going through some hard times... she did plan to commit suicide but she didnt. and im glad for that... but it seems that now those feelings have returned, and so i just hope that she doesnt go back down that scary path again... so yeah, this poem was written during my distress...
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Disruptive Silence

[Yoko Werewolf]

Forgive me

I tried to get you to forgive me
But you always turned away
I only wanted to see you happy
But I always saw your face with tears
I hope that one day you'll forgive me
For what I’m about to do
I wanted to see you happy
And now maybe my wish will come true
I’m saying good-bye now
I wish that there was another way
But for me to see you happy
I had to go away

I just wrote this a few days ago...It's probably one of my first poems...I was listening to Missing by Evanescence at the time...so It's kind of depressing...At least I think so..
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Queen of the typos.

[Mirage]

Till Death Do Us Part?

The times have changed.
We have changed.
No matter how much I would hate to admit,
We no longer seem like lovers...
More like strangers.

I want to deny it.
I want to supress it.
But I can't can I?
Is it true that you have broken your promise?
Of forever till death do us part?
How could you do it?
Am I no longer the woman that you wish me to be?
Have you found another one that makes you smile?

just something quick. makes a little sense i suppose? XD
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Disruptive Silence

[leonphilia]

Please check my poems at http://www.writing.com/authors/jap0911/
Thank you.
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[Vanilla [N.Y.]]

It's a bit dark. Apologies to those who think it's gruesome. Gomen.

"Useless"

Yes, that is the term for it.
Yes, that was how you made her feel.
Yes, that was her greatest downfall.
And yes, now her greatest weakness has been revealed.

She lies in a pool of her own blood.
A single dagger near her bloody fingers.
I smiled at how forward she was.
I sighed, as I knew the smell of blood lingers.

She was vulnereable to you, in every single way.
She let herself be vulnerable to you, so you could easily see.
How fragile her life and heart was,
And the fact that how she needed you to stay.

Sorrow filled her eyes before she died.
Her apologies went out to everybody in the world.
Especially you, mostly you, she loved you.
And as you know, she just wanted to be a loved girl.

Now I am here, the bitter and sarcastic one.
Come near her, and I'll be the one to kill you.
I've watched from beginning to end.
Before a lover, and way before a friend.

Amy is no longer here, she has vanished.
Her soul ripped to shreds from your last words.
She had no more desire to live. Pity.
Eight months of corniness is enough, Seriously.

Of course, you thought you saw a woman.
Fine, defined beautifully by you obviously.
She wanted to be perfect, for you, or..
As she would always say, [God I hated it], For Us.

Yet I held back to watch the goddamn show.
Yes Yes, Pity that you couldn't forgive her.
And yes of course, everybody knows..
She was the one that ticked you off the most.

Here I lie in shame of how childish she was.
Yet of course, her relationship with you was always amusing.
But let me tell you something, she was greedy.
She wanted to help you, not to anger you.

I told her contacting your family was a bit too much.
She didn't listen, she went on about how you could die.
I simply shrugged my shoulders and let her do whatever.
Now it's over between you two, and she simply cried.
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"Time heals all wounds, unless you pick at them."
- Anonymous